HAVING happily celebrated his 15th birthday a mere two months before, Damon Hill was sat at home watching TV when a news bulletin reported the death of his dad.
This
Sunday will mark the 40th anniversary of that fateful day, when the
Piper Aztec light aircraft Graham Hill was piloting crashed in heavy fog
on its descent to Elstree Airfield near London.
That
was the moment the lives of six families changed forever as Graham, 46,
and the five other passengers, all members of Hill's Embassy F1 team -
manager Ray Brimble, two mechanics Tony Alcock and Terry Richards,
driver Tony Brise and designer Andy Smallman - were killed.
"It
was a bombshell," said Damon, recalling that devastating night on
November 29, 1975. "I was at home and it came on the TV that something
had happened near to us. It didn't take a genius to work out what it
was.
"In that moment, our lives - and the lives of all the other people involved - changed forever."
Those first few days and weeks afterwards for Damon's mum Bette and his two sisters Samantha and Brigitte were unbearable.
"It's
devastating, shocking," he said. "As you get older you realise that
this happens to people everywhere - that we are all vulnerable. It takes
you a long time to get over it... if indeed you ever do."
Graham
Hill was - is - a motor-racing icon. He won the F1 world championship
twice, with British Racing Motors (BRM) in 1962 and with Lotus in 1968,
and he remains the only driver ever to win the 'Triple Crown of
Motorsport' - winning the 24 Hours of Le Mans in 1972, the Indianapolis
500 in 1966 and the Monaco Grand Prix - a race he actually won five
times.
Consider
then that by the age of 24 he had still not passed his driving test and
you start to imagine the energy of the man. Indeed, what he crammed
into his short career made him the charismatic personality many feel is
missing today.
And what would Graham have made
of today's F1 scene? "I think he would be amazed but also disappointed
in other ways," said Damon. "He would probably be appalled at the little
influence drivers have over what they are driving now."
Graham
had, somewhat reluctantly, retired as a driver in May 1975 after
failing to qualify for the Monaco Grand Prix. He was 46 years old. By
this time, he had set up his own team and was enjoying the early shoots
of success when his life was cut short.
The team were flying home after testing one of their new cars at the Paul Ricard circuit in France when tragedy struck.
Damon
kept alive his dad's memory, winning the 1996 world championship and is
the only son of a former world champion to emulate his father.
But
it was not always that way. "There was no inkling back then that I was
going to be a racing driver," said Damon. "I was not interested in motor
racing at all at that time.
"My
dad was aware of how dangerous motor racing was and I think he knew he
did not have to worry about that [me doing it] because I was always very
independent and did the opposite of what they told me to do anyway.
"He was asked a lot whether I would become a racing driver and he said, 'I think he is too intelligent'. Sadly he was wrong."
Perhaps, but no doubt Graham would also be proud; something which is reciprocated.
"I
was very proud to be a Hill," said Damon. "My dad made people relax
everywhere he went and could make them excited too. He had a real gift
with people.
"Not
many people could keep up with him. He was very busy and loved his life
and never wasted a second of it. He was, by anyone's reckoning, an
extraordinary guy.
"He seemed to attract people to him and his positive attitude to life meant he was a very can-do person.
"I loved him because he was my dad and he was fun to be with. I thought I was very lucky to have him as a dad."